Life.world. and 3 dots

it s the life that i am the one
who s always supposed to be wrong,
supposed to be sorry and regret for what i did

they keep proving me i am the one who is weak
and life said that, if you are weak, it s your fault
all the time i run in the darkness of my own

i don't know what i supposed to write here
i am scared, really scared, even when i am listening to the piano chords
which were played in our first night

you know it s like a kid when you snatch away his dear baby
what he should do...oh i am reminiscing all these
i remember my first pet, a rabbit, he was dying, my dear...

i miss all my exes, all the things they said now sound the same, bloody same ending indeed.
they said by their hearts and damn it i really give them a damn to believe
but i know they never lied to me, just like the way they never lie the current

all i want is a simple life with the one i love
i could take care of, cheer up and giving a hug
we r supposed to argue too, but then we stay back again ...to love

i am tired of those one-night-stands...
there is so many nights to stand ...is life supposed to keep standing?
standing for just one night or standing for waiting 4 a long life?

i am cooling down with my friend's story
she said she alr found a reason to stop thinking about it
she said it s gonna be alright, for now it s happy enough and don't worry about it

are you happy dear, when every time i was thinking, everything s just cooling down with you words,
you said that you r in love with me and there is no reason to leave me.
i wish i could see the reason first so i will hide it away behind my heart and you wont leave.

i made a call, heard your voice, and really i shed a tear u know
it s like a voice that mayb thousands of year i haven't heard
i dont know but i hate you dear...hate you a lot ...why you make me love you that much???