Sometimes we hurt each other!

Sometimes we hurt each other,

...is it right Beany?



The night before i was nearly crying through the night, ... i didn't want to turn back my face to look at you, just afraid of being seen tears. ...

Well, the next morning, i woke up, i understood what you gonna be in my mind, i am not telling these things for fun Beany, ... i looked at the sleeping-you for while in the morning, try to do something to touch...but you look weird, ...yeah weird for a while...

You know, there is an early rain this morning. It is cold. I go to school alone...

After the test, just a sudden, i find your words, i know what i have done last night.... i am sorrry, i didn't mean it by that way. But last night, i was hurt in someway...

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You know why i always want to play with you by touching you, bothering you, entertaining you, do you? Because i just want you care of me, yeah, i need your careness. What you would say? [...] , anyway i am just doing that to express my mind. I am not matured enough, am i? whatever, i am childish, i accept that. Sometimes child doesn't care of the other's feeling, to me, we seem like 2 kids, aren't we?
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In fact, i was WRONG by hurting you. Sorry, i didn't know, Sorry i didn't think of being yourself. ... i am selfish, very bad brother....indeed!

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I like your straight-forward-ness... but you know, sometimes it s like an arrow straight - through my heart also, i was bleeding then.
Sometimes i can feel you were unhappy also after arguements.
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i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you! i am caring of you! i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you! i am caring of you!i am caring of you!

opps. i am speaking out, yeah i do it also, i am stupid when trying to hurt the one i care of.
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Calming down Calming down, Junio!!!

This silent sheep would be stupid and not that gentle but....he loves you, yup loving you in his own way, Beany!

How is HUGging? i would like to, but i am not sure about you hiehie...

Thanks a lot for companying me, hopefully it lasts forever!

All the best to my Beany
JJ, Ja Ha`i